My Judith, my Judith
Hi my Judith,
I can't believe you aren't here for me to say or text this to you. I want you to know you are so loved and painfully missed. I find that I still don't quite have the words, still randomly crying and sifting through emotions, but writing a love letter to you is definitely helping me cope.
I remember our first time meeting like it was yesterday. It was Rod and Kim's wedding and Slim said, "Bri and K, I am feeling this girl man and I want y' all to meet her. If y 'all vibe with her, I know I am on the right track lol." My first impression was...she is so beautiful, super fly and so down to earth! We talked briefly and were like yep...instantly gave our stamps of approval to Slim and were so excited to see y 'all grow.Grow y' all did, and as time went on, K and I enjoyed the surprise bday parties, game nights, planning double dates, events, and admiring the love y 'all openly shared for one another. Fellowshipping with you guys and growing together as friends, as family. Always good energy and fun.
My Judith, my Judith. This has changed me. YOU have changed me. You left a legacy of beauty, contagious laughter, education, testimony, and love here with us. I honor you not only with this love letter but with my actions and willingness to continue educating myself and others about mental health and mental illness. We had so many plans but I vow to follow through.
I have written, deleted, added, and edited this letter over and over but words will never fully capture how I feel. I could write all day to you but will end here. Thank you for existing and sharing your light with us. Until we meet again my love.